Of Endings and Beginnings

The last time I broke up a relationship..we got back in 2 days. In those 2 days I made some serious follies and was still accepted back. Note to the world : The fact that you were broken up does not count!! I never regained that trust again...I never put in my full efforts to make the relationship work again after that. And now it has finally reached its ultimate culmination. The more people I tell the more I accept the reality. That I am no longer in a relationship....that I am single.

I have been in relationships since the age of 16 (except for 1 month in the middle). Now that I am free to be selfish I am going to go on a 'discover myself trip'. As cliched as it may sound I want to find myself.I want to discover my peace and happiness. That has always been a constant search for me.

I have come up with a new theory....emotional independence...and believe me I have come up with it all by myself although it has been widely discussed on many world forums.

Emotional independence means not being dependent on someone else for happiness. It means finding happiness in yourself and not everywhere else in the world. It is when emotional stability emits from your own mind and own heart and not from external factors, a.k.a other people. I am one to talk. Most of my friends believe that I am naive, innocent and gullible!! a true emotional mess!

I think this is a the beginning of a new era in my life...I am on the brink of a new chapter in the book of life. And this is the end of this blog. The Changes that I started of with have finally taken effect.

I close this blog with the words of an author I discovered during this time that I do like :-

http://paulocoelhoblog.com/2009/03/18/emotional-independence/