Monday, November 2, 2009

Hate I disown thee

Hate. A strong emotion they say. Bind you to a past that you should have let go of. That I should have let go of.

Hate. A strong emotion they say. Keep you from moving forward. I let go of you today. I let go of the past. And this time I didn’t break down.

Hate.I want to analyze this emotion. What is hate. A feeling. An emotion. A repulsiveness. The strong urge , a want , to distance yourself from the object. To stay away to go away. To hurt, to harm, to see hurt.

It’s amazing what this one emotion can do to a person. How much it can consume .How much of it you can hold on to for a long time. Define your life with that one emotion. My personal opinion – it can consume a person more than love.

It’s a feeling of freedom. Letting go of hate. Suddenly I’m no longer consumed. Suddenly I can do the things I couldn’t earlier. The reason why I hated. I can be happier. I can do what I want. I can go ahead. I can move forward.

Why should did I hold on?. Sometimes you need to. Just to push yourself. Hate can make to achieve things you couldn’t otherwise simply cause you want to prove that you can. For how long can I hold on to it. I got where I wanted to. I understand now. I have ‘perspective’.Now I can let go of it.



So I let go.Hate i disown thee

:)

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