ok since ure not online im just going to talk
was just feeling a bit alone....
havent really spoken to anyone properly today...
havent spoken to ppl i generally talk to once im home
today morning i thought id come home and read and just be...
but i didnt get to do that cause im too tired to read
i msgd like 6 ppl when i reached home...
i think thats cause i really just miss hvaing someone to care for me...to wait till i get home just to tell me goodnight
so im sad...and alone...
i realize something funny....
most of the world is alone
most people are alone and are constantlylooking for someone to make them feel less alone...wat a funny world we live in
we all want company but we wont give each other company
Sent at 1:05 AM on Thursday
i guess thats why they say when u come into the world alone and you leave the world alone.
either ways.....im sad today...but today will go...tomm will come...and i'll be happy again...
another funny thing i realized about myself
i get sadder as the day gets over....i start out rather happy and end rather sad...
cause with night come the acute sense of being alone...which is probably why im always up for going out on any night
i need to start appreciating my freedom...its wat i wanted...
but its pointless if i dont know what to do with it.
goodnight
sweet dreams
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