Ever wake up one day and it hits you…all the once upon a time losers are on their way to greatness while somewhere along the way you fell into this rut and can’t seem to get out of it. Guess who’s the looser now.
Ever wake up one day and it hits you…you aren’t as strong as you thought and you aren’t as brave as you thought you were. You’re too weak to face your fears and a rather fraidy cat for all the airs of bravery you put on.
So then what? Somewhere along the way you fell way back in the line…the once upon a time “most likely to be great” is now just another nobody still trying to find herself and her path to greatness is overgrown with weeds and moss.
Whats worse…when you know all this and still do nothing. Its fear I tell you!!...Fear of change..of not making the right decision (not like you made all the right decisions till now)..fear that those instincts you thought were always right were actually so freaking wrong that you doubt you can really trust them…your own instincts are like a back stabbing friend.
It must be awesome to know what you want….and it must be awesome to not have a freaking clue but being ok with ‘going with the flow’…like wherever you end up its alright cause its not like you knew what to do anyways…..wish that worked for me.
Its all about the passion…its all about what would drive you to get out of that protected shell and freaking do something!!!! ….Sigh!!!....if only you could get over the fear….WUSS!!!!
So now wat…take life by the horns…place your trust in life and let it lead you to where ever you may go?.....go with wat you were groomed for…the ‘picked’ out path even though every aptitude test told you not to do that??...atleast you know that is safe.
Or simply write about it and do nothing and continue your sorry existence while life just passes you by!!
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